School life.!:(((((((((?

I go to a private school. i hate it and sometimes i like it. i feel that nobody in my cl doesnt like me, which they do, all the time when someone plays a joke on me they laugh and i be saying whats your problem if you were in this siuation you woundlnt be laughing youself. and all the time when i talk to my clmates they trys to make it into a argument, and they think there all that, an they have friends and when all the time when i argue with them they let there friends jump in and idk whos my true friends im friends with 3 freshmans but they act shady and i have hanged around 3 6th graders they pretend there not my friends, i just cant stand shady people. and when i try talking to people they try to avoid me. and no lie im likethe insecure persone youve can ever meet and i just wont to quit everything, and all he time when we hae to get into partners nobody doesnt wont to be with me, and ugh i feel like nobody hasnt step in my shoes, can anyone he me and i dont like eating b myself at lunch.and btw im a 7th grader. can anyone hlp me.